I think you nailed that one luis

Good experiment; time to walk the walk… And I do depend on y’all to push me along this path of being ever more romantic (there is a lot of room to grow!)

Hehehe [beevis and butthead style] you said ‘boobies’

Attachment susceptible to fear

New Word: Care

physical and emotional catalyst

Nirvana…

I wish that I never stop at or accept less.

I wish that I always remember there are far more opportunities to arrive there when I am able to see that possibility through all the varied roads upon which it may be gotten, so that I can be rich with the effects of it and the many wild and varied Flavors and types of people whom can…[Read more]

Oh yes, Yes like that, So that the very air I inhale burns my lungs, and I don’t care if I will have you or you will have me, just let us discover, let us trust enough to be found… to go boom.

The lengths that I would go for just that… Offer it, and there need be no negotiation, no limits for I have no need of anything else from you, it…[Read more]

Your list of flower choices was very interesting and on the mark for me. I collect orchids and one of my own paintings that is an altimeter favorite is a huge canvas with a single strelitzia… and I’m quite sure you were quite confident I would like your description of what you planned to do with the roses the moment you wrote it.

Hmmm… Put that way, sounds more like a grand gesture of obligation than love. I have not figured it out yet, but like the idea that there is a happy medium out there some where, some cute personal tradition. Feeding him breakfast with your fingers in the open air or something.

Gap in confidence in self or other?

If you dangle the boom of a flash fire before me my lady, you can rest assured, I am along for the ride trust offered, adventure relished, gift cherished… Your terms… mine… or anything in between.

P.S. Depending on how broadly one wants to define it, it could be said you used the power of your thrall over me here to control me simply with…[Read more]

New Word: Possessiveness

Cursed holiday
(for 20 years I never had a boyfriend, then my first boyfriend ever broke up with me on Valentine’s Day. #2 from the story ‘my second love’ proposed to me on valentines day. And my husband considers it pure consumerism and rejects it on the whole.)

To take me there, to hold me where you will, to throttle my heat while you ravage me as you will, long and lingering, suckling gently no matter that I scream for release… You will have to control, you will have to exert power over me, how will you do it? How will that feel?

If you pull back like that… I wouldn’t be able to bear having it go, I will chase that heat, fan it, call to it… Whisper, touch, writhe, plead to bring it back, push it to the forefront, take you over, push you further. You’ll need not just to control yourself… you’ll have to have a way to control me as well. I thirst, I fuck, I don’t stop.

I don’t know much, but is definitely know I do NOT want a cabbage.