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Holly posted an update in the group Your Fantasies 1 year, 8 months ago

My wrist buzzes. Without cognitive thought, I push the button. Return to sleep. My wrist buzzes again. And with this begins the dance of the beginning of a new week. I stumble down to the kitchen to start the coffee that I will need if I am to have any hope. As I am engaged in my robotic morning motions my mind wanders. These shorts. Larger than…[Read more]

Holly replied 1 year, 8 months ago
Sitting in a video conference. I’m really just an attendee of this one rather than an active participant. My mind wanders. Feel my bare feet brushing the carpet, my l…
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- Mallory replied 1 year, 8 months ago
  I remember a time, not so distant, when conferences are for real, in different cities, with different people waiting to be approached and discovered, when we are free to dress differently, act out a fantasy, and simply let that other part of us out to live, however briefly.
  - Holly replied 1 year, 8 months ago
    What an amazing reset that might be. The liberation of being somewhere else where one might explore and rediscover. I would be so very intrigued with this at present.
    - Mallory replied 1 year, 8 months ago
      We will have to “dare” you to do something about that! Even if it is just a little baby step.
      - Holly replied 1 year, 8 months ago
        
        I’m so ready Mallory. I belive that i’ve driven myself a but crazy.
RGoodcock replied 1 year, 8 months ago
Come and chat with me Holly. I can help.,

Holly replied 1 year, 8 months ago
I mourn the loss of the us that was. I treasure every sweet and loving moment that we share. Daily. I miss the naked, desperate, hungry, longing moments that we used to share. I’m both horny and hopeful. Thankful and terribly sad.
Holly replied 1 year, 8 months ago
The clouds are beginning to break a bit as I touch myself, thinking of you and pondering how to recapture what once was. How to tell you the things that I desire so deeply that scare me.
Mallory replied 1 year, 8 months ago
Holly, this is beautiful, poignant, and sadly common. You ask the greatest questions, to which few of us have the answers. How do we share a lifetime of managing life together and still have the raw desire to pursue and discover each other? How do you chase someone you “have?” How do you see someone you’ve been with forever, with new eyes?
Mallory replied 1 year, 8 months ago
Keep asking, keep thinking, keep wanting. Only then, will you find the way.

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